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梦里的小啓枢不断埋怨她将紫曦指婚给啓桓，她疼ai啓枢，b疼任何一个皇孙还疼ai这个孙子，因此她的心里决定，若是有一天啓枢出现告诉她要紫曦做自己的媳妇，并且紫曦也愿意，那麽她一定会不顾一切地成全他们，这也是她并未让啓桓与紫曦大婚就圆房的原因之一，一方面，她只是希望藉由这个婚礼让啓桓忘掉叶赫那拉家的nv孩，只要夫妻两人相处和睦，圆房也是迟早的事，她也明白时代毕竟已和从前不同，除非是不得已，她实在也不愿b着孩子们。 一早，皇室成员们皆穿着正式服装举行中秋贺礼仪式，接着就前往宗庙举行祭礼，几乎忙碌了一整天，下午总算能稍做休息，再来就是准备晚上的中秋晚宴了。 「这是太子妃嫁入g0ng里参与的第一个庆典，今天想必累坏了吧？」太后满脸慈ai的看着紫曦说。 「新奇？」 「太子妃还真的会说话呢。」太后满意的点着头，就看着紫曦与啓桓说道，「能看到你们和睦相处，这是再好不过的事，也让哀家放心了不少啊。」 「下个月就是二阿哥十八岁的生辰，皇帝是不是也该给二阿哥册封爵位了呢？」这时太后突然将话题转移到啓枫身上。 「那麽，要不要顺便办婚礼呢？啓枫也到了该成亲的年龄了啊。」皇后接着说。 「也对。」太后看着啓枫，「不知二阿哥心里是否有中意的人呢？若是有，就让你在封爵後准备婚礼，届时可能会忙碌一阵子。」 「有。」啓枫说。 「哦？是哪家的格格？」 宣和七年十一月十号 当晚，在他预料之中，他的太子哥哥啓桓来到了他的未央g0ng。 「哥，你是不是有什麽事想说？」啓枫平静的看着啓桓。 啓枫低头沉思了一段时间，「我想先听听你打算怎麽做？」 「事情不会这麽顺利的。」啓枫摇摇头，「首先，光是和太子妃离婚这件事就很困难，现在不只在皇室，甚至在民众的心目中太子妃是完美的，她的声望甚至b你这个太子还高。」 「所以你和太子妃要离婚，但不能公开离，至少在你出国前不能让长辈们知道。再来，你要以留学的名义出国，而且不能去奥地利，你总不会以为你要出国，长辈们不会调查叶赫那拉家那nv孩在哪个国家念书吧？要是让长辈们查到你要去的国家她也在那儿，我想你恐怕也是去不了的。」 「现在也只有这个方法不是吗？」啓枫提醒着，「别的先不说，太子妃就快满十八了吧？你们……还没圆房不是吗？」眼见啓桓脸se一变，他又继续说，「总之，我可以帮你想办法，只是你自己要再想清楚，如果真想和那nv孩在一起，有些难关是你们必须要面对的，没有十全十美的事。」 未央g0ng 晚上七点，刚用过晚膳，啓枫在自己的寝g0ng里看书，过了一段时间，他才冷声问外头的侍卫。 「呵，他可真有耐x啊。」啓枫冷笑，眼里带着诡谲的嘲讽。。在他的预料之中，册封亲王後，这老头肯定会有所行动，只是早晚的问题。无所谓，他压根儿没把霍老头看在眼里。 「让他进来吧。」若不是想赶紧把事情给解决掉，那老头就算冷si在外面他也懒得管。 不久，在侍卫的带领下霍丞被带到大厅，啓枫就坐在这儿等着。 「都下去吧。」冷声吩咐着。 「不知霍子爵此时入g0ng有什麽事？」很明显地故意装做不知道霍丞一早就等候在外的事实。 说到底还不都是为了他那个宝贝nv儿敏佳。 若是啓枢阿哥倒还好，但这啓枫阿哥就…… 霍丞这时不得不承认，他确实是挺怕这小子的。 好b此刻，在啓枫寒凛的注视下，他还是得y着头皮将准备许久的台词说出来。 「说下去。」几乎是命令道。 呵……这个白痴。 「这个……微臣已和那名记者谈过，劝他不要写这篇报导，但是……」 「小的实在是没有立场……但是……如果是身为王爷的丈人……」 「所以你现在是在威胁我？」 「如果不想太难堪，在我把禁军叫来把你轰出g0ng廷之前，你现在马上给我滚。」既然已确认这老头的念头，不再给他说下去的机会，啓枫毫不留情面的赶人。 霍丞狼狈的离开g0ng廷，两天後霍丞被以对皇室不敬之名废除子爵之位。 「最近累坏了吧？虽然不是大婚，订婚仪式也是很累的。」 兰熙摇头，甜甜的笑道，「不会啊，有姊姊来陪我，我一点都不觉得累。」 「姊姊……」兰熙瞬间脸红。 「不管怎麽样，能够幸福我都会为你高兴的。来，这个给你。」紫曦从手提袋里拿出两条围巾，一条粉红se，一条暗红se，两条围巾的角落还各别绣上了l-c和q-f的英文字，那是兰熙和啓枫的名字英文缩写。 「谢谢姊姊。」兰熙满心欢喜的收下，即使每年都收得到姊姊的礼物，但每次收礼物的心情都像第一次拿礼物的心情一样开心。 「嗯。」兰熙点头，将紫曦送的围巾抱在怀里，「啓枫哥晚一点会来。」 兰熙心想，有这麽疼ai她的姊姊，还有ai她的啓枫哥，她真的觉得好幸福，就是有着这样的幸福感支持，这阵子的辛苦又算得了什麽呢？ 「我们从小就认识，除了对彼此深深的了解，还有就是对彼此的感情。」宣布订婚消息後的第二天，啓枫破天荒地接受媒t的访问，当记者问他会决定跟董鄂家二格格订婚的原因，啓枫充满坚定的回答。「所以，我很确信她是要与我共渡一生的nv孩。」 不过无论外界怎麽b较，都不会影响到她们的姊妹之情。 「不了。」紫曦笑着摇头，「我怎能做你和啓枫之间的“蜡烛”呢？这可是你们共同度过的第一个耶诞节呢。」 看着平日总是冷着一张脸的啓枫，在面对兰熙时才会露出难得的笑与温柔，紫曦是真心的替兰熙高兴也为他们祝福。因此兴起了逛西花园的念头，若她记得没错，别g0ng的花园里有一处种满了和承德别墅一样的菖兰花丛，虽然是冬天但也会被悉心照料着，所以她决定前往看看。 前往别g0ng花园途中，紫曦低头看了一眼手上的手提袋，想起了一件事，於是拿出手机拨了一串号码── 紫曦清脆的声音与温煦的笑容仍停留在苍尧的脑海里。 抚0着桌上那条蓝se围巾，他的心又不禁紧缩。 苍尧在心里不断问着。 啓枫的话没错，戊寅事件让他失去的岂是三言两语可道尽的？爸爸、妈妈、童年的快乐、幸福、甚至是皇位继承权…… si去的父母亲是不可能再重生，时光也不可能让他再回到g0ng变前的无忧童年，而使他失去一切的就是皇位，也因此他更无心争取皇位继承权，至於紫曦…… 所以，他只能选择以现在的身份──颖亲王的贴身侍卫，默默的守护他的至亲……默默的陪在紫曦的身边。 我还记得去年的今天， 今年少了你在我身边，除了无限的思念，还是无止尽的思念！ 不知你对我的思念，是否就像我对你的思念一样的深呢？ 这样，就可以让你感受到我对你的思念。 或许在别人的眼中，贵为这个国家的皇太子，倍受尊宠，又有个美丽聪慧的太子妃为妻，我应该是该满足的，但这一切的名利权位对我来说，都不能与跟你在一起相b，这才是我此生的心愿啊。 我一直以为自己可以忍，忍到与你再次重逢的日子。 你可知道，这段见不到你的日子，不能将你拥入怀的日子，我有多难过？ 究竟何时才能再紧紧地抱住你呢？ 如果不能跟你一起，我的人生将会是灰暗的、没有意义的。 啓桓盯着电脑萤幕，认真的将信件打完後寄出，写信给云漪，是他每天必做的事。 重逢的日子是何时呢？ 啓枫已经封为亲王，这就代表他和紫曦的约定可以实现了。 虽然如此，但是在还未真正在一起前，他终究是要藉由思念着她度日。 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